Showing posts with label Honey. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Honey. Show all posts

Sunday, May 10, 2015

Everything Happens for a Reason

Kapag nasa gitna ka ng problema, hindi mo maiiwasang magkaroon ng mga katanungan.

Nung time na yon, iniisip ko, bakit ang unfair unfair ng buhay.  Unlike sa ending ng telenobela na ang mga kontrabida ay napaparusahan at ang bida ang nagwawagi, yun totoong buhay parang bakit ang saya saya nila, napakaperpekto ng lahat. Sila itong nang-angkin ng di kanila, pinagmukha akong masama sa mata ng iba pero bakit ako lang ang naghihinagpis...

Pero napag isip isip ko, bakit ako magpapakalugmok sa kalungkutan, choice lang naman yun eh. Kung naging desisyon nilang magpakasaya, kaya ko rin gawin yun, alang alang sa sarili ko. At ganon nga ang ginawa ko.  Uminog ulit ang mundo ko at dumating ang pinakaspecial na biyaya sa buhay ko, ang aking anghel.

Lumipas ang mga taon at nangyari na ang hindi inaasahang mangyari..

Ngayon ko binalikan ang katanungan ko... kung bakit kailangan ko maranasan ang lahat ng yun.  Kailangan kong maranasan ang matinding sakit para yun ang magtulak sa akin na magmove on. At dahil sa pag move on ko binigay sa akin ang aking anghel.  Tinanggal ako sa sitwasyong iyon dahil hindi ako ang nakatakdang dumanas ng napakabigat na sakit na hamak na mas masakit sa pakikipagbreak at niloko ng asawa... Ito ang sakit ng pagpanaw ng kabiyak.

Lahat ng nangyayari sa buhay ay may dahilan.  Kadalasan ay di natin matanggap at maintindihan kung bakit ito nangyayari lalo na kung ito ay labag sa ating kagustuhan at kapag tayo ay nasasaktan. Ngunit sa takdang panahon, kusang dumarating ang kasagutan kung bakit nangyayari ang mga bagay na yun. Para pala ihanda tayo sa mas magandang kapalaran..




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Friday, May 08, 2015

Paalam

Anim na taon ng huli kitang nakita... Sa loob ng anim na taon, sobrang dami na nang nangyari at nagbago. Kapwa tayong naging masaya sa magkahiwalay nating mundo...akala ko tuloy tuloy na.

Kamakailan lang, nabalitaan ko ang nangyari, at hindi ako makapaniwala...

Alam ko sa ngayon di mo na mababasa ang sinusulat ko pero ganon pa man, gusto ko sanang magpasalamat sa napakaraming bagay...

Salamat kung hindi dahil sa iyo, narealize kong hindi pala mabuti ang magbuhos ng buong pagmamahal sa iba, bagkos ay magbigay din ng pagmamahal sa sarili, dahil yun ang nagsilbing gabay ko sa pagbangon.

Salamat dahil hindi ko malalaman kung gaano ako katatag malagpasan ang mga malalaking pagsubok sa buhay ko.

At higit sa lahat, salamat dahil natutunan kong intindihin ang lahat...ang magpatawad..

Kaya siguro lahat ng flashback ko sa iyo ay puro lang masasaya kasi nabura na ang lahat ng masasakit at malulungkot na nangyari. Hayaan mo, aalagaan ko ang mga alaalang ito at ichecherish habang buhay.

Maraming maraming salamat sa lahat... Paalam Jess...







Tuesday, May 08, 2007

Anniversary Blues

After a looooonnnnggggg year of storm (yup! last year was the worst one for us), finally, Honey and I had our 2nd year anniversary last Saturday (May 5). As expected, we did not have the chance to celebrate it together (as usual, work and school prio).

My original plan was to send him a scrapbook, unfortumately, I didnt have the time to do it though I already thought of the concept and even bought the materials as early as April. Since time is running short I need to think of plan B.

May 1. I texted Erol (Hon's bestfriend) to help me with my surprise plan, however, due to "some" reasons which I don't know, I never get a reply from him(hmmm something fishy in here). On May 3, I had a chat with Madir Leonor if she can help me with the stuff. She said "akong bahala dyan!", so I send the money through Gcash as well as the delivery address and message. Madir you're my angel!!!!

On friday night (May 4), Annie texted me that Niña (Hon's older sis) will be coming along with her. Yup! we planned to watch spiderman 3 on Saturday with my brother Mervin. Niña and Annie? Hmmmm, this will be a perfect time for bonding heheheheh!!!!

May 5, 12:00 am, Hon texted me with "Happy Anniversary Honey ko, I love you so much!", and I replied hon. After 5 mins my alarm rang with a message "Jessie, 2". I kissed Justin and greet happy birthday and went back to sleep.

May 5, 10 am, Hon texted me with "Nareceive ko na yun flowers! Ang ganda!!! Mwah". Hehehehe, that was my surprise. Courtesy of Madir Leonor, we sent Hon a dozen of white roses with blue balloons. Luckily, antipaktita wasn't in the office that time, for sure, she'll gonna get the flowers.. Ooopsss sorry antipaktita those flowers are for Mama myr... not for you... (shrug)

May 5, 4pm, I met up with Niña and Annie (Hon's sisters) at Glorietta 4. Ooooooh! super dami tao, we manage to buy tickets for 6pm show. Since it's still 5pm, we went to some appliance and furniture centers.

The movie was ok, except that it's konting nakakabitin sa ending (hey what do you expect in a film having 3 plots! Aside from the fact that its the end of the Spiderman trilogy). After watching, we went to Food Choices and ate at Dencio's.

The following day, I bought my MP4 player. That was Hon's gift for me hehehehehe.... no element of surprise huh!!! In fairness to hon, I really want an MP4 player, unfortunately, MP4s in Legazpi are quite expensive and konti lang ang choices. So we decided na dito na lang sa Manila bumili since its cheaper and maraming choices...Any way.. bottomline is its still a gift from my Honey and I love it!!!

Well... what do I expect for our 3rd year? Hmmm... I wish, no more problems that will force us decide on something that we'll regret forever.....

As of now, Im already collating infos for our "great day", knowing me na gusto organized lahat, I really want to plan as early as possible para magkasya din sa budget and walang maiwan na small details.

And of course... save save save... :)


Happy Anniversary Honey. I love you so much!!

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