One Year

It's been a year but I can still clearly remember when I've heard the news about you. Everything went in a flashback, the joy, the laughter, the tears, the hurt, the pain, the promises, the vows, the love -- all the memories came back. I was deeply in shock. I really wanted to go home and see you one last time, but for some reasons, I decided not to. I chose to weep, and mourn in silence. I'm glad that some of our friends reached out even if I'm far away and gave their best to comfort me.

Now, I'm still thinking of all the memories, memories that let me love unconditionally, memories that made me stronger, value life more and most importantly, taught me how to forgive.

Thank you for visiting in my dreams on those times when I'm down. Thank you for reminding me you are still there.

To the Man I once shared my life with, you'll always be a part of me...I'll treasure you in my life forever....Jess...

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Si Bestfriend at Ako

Ang naudlot na love story ni Jenna at Carlo. Di ko pa matuloy tuloy hayyyyy! wala pa akong hugot para magsulat ulet. 

Pahingi ng inspirasyon!


#‎siBestfriendatAko‬ ‪#‎wattpadstory‬

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Masochista

One of the common advice pagdating sa lovelife is, pwede ka masaktan, pwede ka umiyak, basta siguraduhin mo lang na di ka iiyak sa parehong pagkakamali kasi katangahan na yun kapag inulit mo, ng dalawang beses, tatlong beses o maraming beses pag medyo di ka pa nauuntog.

Pero minsan tatanungin mo ang sarili mo... nagmahal lang naman ako ah? May hiningi ba akong kapalit? Kasalanan ko ba kung minahal kita? OO, hindi crush, hindi ginusto, kundi mahal kita,.ng sobra.

Pero paano kung lahat ng tao ay kalaban mo sa pagmamahal na yun. Lahat ng tao ay tutol kahil alam mo naman na wala ka naman inaargabyadong ibang tao.

Paano kung yun mismong mahal mo ay syang nagbibigay ng sakit sa iyo...hindi pisikal pero sa paraan emosyonal. Pero kung ihahambing ko sa pisikal parang ganito. Nasuntok ka na, sige ka pa rin, sinipa ka na, sige ka pa rin pero nagsabi ka na awat na, di pa rin sya huminto, Kasi sa palagay nya di ka nya sinasaktan dahil ikaw mismo ang nagpapasuntok sa kanya.

May mga taong masochista pala talaga pagdating sa pag ibig. Pero hanggang saan dapat tiisin ang sakit. Yun tipong said ka na magbigay ng pagmamahal? O yun habang maaga pa eh putulin mo na dahil baka mas matindi pa ang sakit na maramdaman mo pagdating ng panahon.

Sana nga matapos na ito.... itutulog ko na lang....








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Goodbye

Carrie

When light goes down, I see no reason
For you to cry. We've been through this before
In every time, in every season,
God knows I've tried
So please don't ask for more.

Can't you see it in my eyes
This might be our last goodbye

Carrie, Carrie, things they change my friend
Carrie, Carrie, maybe we'll meet again

I read your mind, with no intentions
Of being unkind, I wish I could explain
It all takes time, a whole lot of patience
If it's a crime, how come I feel no pain.

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