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Heto na naman ako, nagsusulat... nag iisip kung anong isusulat, kung ano ang lumabas sa utak yun ang sinusulat... hay.. buhay...

Tuwing kelan lang ba ako nagbablog? Tuwing malungkot, tuwing nasasaktan? Tuwing iniiwan....

Kelan ba ang huli kong sulat dito? Di ko na matandaan sa sobrang tagal, ibig sabihin, matagal tagal ding panahon akong naging masaya.. naging inspirado sa ibang bagay pero hindi dito....

Kaya ngayon heto.. muling nagsusulat, muling nagbubuhos ng sama ng loob, muling pinaparating kung gaano kahirap ang maging malungkot at masaktan...

Hanggang kelan ko ba lalawakan ang pang unawa ko? Hanggang kelan lang ba ako dapat magtiis? Kailan ako dapat magbulag bulagan... at kailan ako dapat magparaya...

Ang dami kong katanungang di ko masagot... magulong magulo ang utak ko... ang hirap!!

Dissapointed..

I was expecting you to say sorry but you did not......

My Happy Ending

So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something You said?
Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

[Chorus:]
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

[Chorus]

It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done

[Chorus x2]

[x2]
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
So much for my happy ending

Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...