Wednesday, December 20, 2006

1 down, 8 lives left...

Last Monday morning, pauwi na kami ni Papa to Manila from Lipa. Tamang tama, yun nagrerent ng lot namin offered us a ride since na papunta naman sila ng Quezon City. So there were four of us in the car. Yun nagdadrive, and si Papa sa front. Ako and yun asawa nung nagdadrive sa likod. Nung nasa South Super highway na kami, I fell asleep.

Nagulat na lang ako ng biglang me bumangga sa likod nung car. Sa sobrang lakas ng impact, at dahil natutulog ako, tumalsik ako dun sa likod ng driver seat. Napasigaw pa nga ako. Tumama yun face ko sa ulo ng driver seat. . Buti na lang malambot yun ulo ng driver's seat....

Pagtingin ko sa car, wasak na yun front tapos me basag yun salamin, tapos yun katabi ko nasa state of shock pa. Tinecheck nila ako kung nasugatan daw ba ako of me nabali sa leeg ko kasi super lakas nung pagkakatalsik ko. Im thankful kasi wala naman ako kahit isang galos. Im thankful din na nakaseatbelt si Papa kasi kung hindi tatalsik din sya sa dashboard.


Were still in South superhighway that time, sa bandang Sucat Area. Super traffic na because of the accident. Paglabas ko ng car at nung tinanong ko what happened, yun palang bus na nasa likod namin di agad nakapagpreno, so bumangga sya sa car namin tapos since na malakas yun impact, nagforward yun car namin. At dahil truck naman ang nasa unahan na namin, yun car smashed into the truck. Sandwich talaga kami. Kung napalakas lang ang tama ng bus at dikit ang car namin sa truck, malamang nasa hospital ako ngayon, or worse, no one survived on that accident.

Same type of accident in Batangas happened that night, binangga din sila ng Bus at sa sobrang lakas ng impact tumama din sa van, ang pagkakaiba nga lang, 2 died and the other 2 is in critical condition…

Bigla ko naisip, ganon lang pala ang accident, di mo alam kung kelan ka mawawala. Natutulog lang ako yun pala me possibility na di na ako magising ng oras na yun. Sobra nakakangilabot...



Monday, December 11, 2006

Forgiven

At last.. he said sorry...

And here I am...confused...

Can I erase all worries? ...

Can he still earn my complete trust? ...

But then ...

I realized ...

I love him...

All I want is his apology ...

For him to realize that it was a mistake ...

and now...he's forgiven...

I need to accept him whole-heartedly...

and love him unconditionally...

I remain ...

I remain to love him forever....

Wednesday, November 29, 2006

Gay Penguin????

Last Tuesday night, I was able to see the Docu on Happy Feet in HBO. Its fun, especially the Tap dance scene of Mumble heeheh. Anyway, going back to the topic, I became so interested with Penguins. There's this wikipedia article that says Penguins have this Male-bonding behavior... pretty weird huh! Does this mean that if not most.. some of the Penguins are gay??

Male bonding behaviour

In early February 2004 the New York Times reported a male pair of Chinstrap penguins in the Central Park Zoo in New York City were partnered, and when given an egg which needed incubation, successfully hatched it. Other penguins in New York have also been reported to be forming same-sex pairs.

This was the basis for the children's picture book And Tango Makes Three. The couple about whom the book was based, Roy and Silo, would see further interesting developments in their relationship when in September 2005, Silo left Roy for a female penguin.

Zoos in Japan and Germany have also documented male penguin couples. The couples have been shown to build nests together and use a stone to replace an egg in the nest. Researchers at Rikkyo University in Tokyo, found twenty such pairs at sixteen major aquariums and zoos in Japan. Bremerhaven Zoo in Germany attempted to break up the male couples by importing female penguins from Sweden and separating the male couples; they were unsuccessful. The zoo director stated the relationships were too strong between the older couples.


Tuesday, November 28, 2006

Shane Ward Contest Part 2

This is the 2nd part of the Shayne Ward contest… super tagal bago ko napost kasi…super heartache pa ang lola… Anyway, here it goes…

After the phone call I started to search anything about Shayne Ward, his profile, his birthday, his songs ( I even tried to memorized on of his songs, unfortunately that wasn’t on the hit list – argghh!!!)

It was confirmed that I’ll be going to Hongkong but still, I have second thoughts about it..

First, since its not good for two, Honey or even Yhan – my sis (yeah nalilito ako nung una kung sino isasama sa kanila hehehe) cant come with me. Since this is my first out of country trip, I want to experience this with someone special. Second, wala akong pocket money, at di pa rin sweldo so magmumukha akong kawawa. And lastly, wala pa sa akin ang tickets so di pa rin sure kung tuloy.

August 4, 9:00 am, while I was in MRT, I received a text message from Mila:

Mila: Sarah, there’s a possibility na di tayo matuloy, Me bagyo sa HK. Nastranded ang flight from London to HK here in Manila, In fact I had a chance to interview Shayne. Wala pang advice kung resumed na yun flight. Basta update na lang kita ha.


Buti na lang, I wasn’t able to pack my things pa. Hirap kaya non heheheh.

At 4:30 pm Mila texted again:

Mila: Sarah, tuloy na tayo!
Sarah: Thank you po!! By the way, wala pa po ba yun plane tickets? At saka ano po dapat kong isuot?
Mila: Sabi ng BMG, bukas na lang daw ibibigay yun tickets, and about the clothes, basta presentable.


Ok! Again, naexcite na naman ako, First kelangang kong magwithdraw ng cash, so takbo ako sa Unionbank. Tapos hanap naman ng Forex to exchange my money to HK or kahit US dollars na muna. Kaso since na di nga ako familiar sa place, nakailang balik ako from Landmark, glorietta and then SM, hay sakit sa paa! Unfortunately, I wasn’t able to exchange my money… sabi ko, sa HK na lang sigurado naman meron don. Balik na naman ako ng Landmark to shop for new clothes.. of course, I will be in national TV so I should look pretty, right?

Dumating ako ng house naming at 9 pm. Need to pack my things pa, grabe as in cramming to the max… I cant even remember if nakatulog ako ng mahimbing that night…

August 5, 4 am, I woke up, took a bath, got dressed, and checked my baggage for the last time. I went to the airport at 5:30 am. While in the taxi, Mila texted me that she’s in the airport na, we’ll meet at the international flight gate.

When I got out of the taxi, I saw Mila was already there, she was wearing a black blouse and leggings… ( I really like her gold bag and shoes hehehe). And she told me that we’ll still wait for BMG rep. After 15 mins, there were two other ladies came in. They were Cherry Bayle from Wrock and Bot Glorioso from Philippine Star. Then after 15 mins, there was Maydel Cruz from Sony BMG. Then she handed out our tickets… Oh my this is it!!!

After the immigration officer signed my Passport, I kept on looking at it… Then the girls teased me that “Uyyy me laman na ang passport nya”, I kept on smiling…

We boarded at 8:00 am….

--to be continued--

Monday, November 27, 2006

Pop Art

I was trying to convert my Pic into Pop Art design.. unfortunately, I dont know anything about line art. Its hard to modify those thick shades. I also tried to draw my nose.. but it sucks! Hehehe.

Prodigal Blogger

Heto na naman ako, nagsusulat... nag iisip kung anong isusulat, kung ano ang lumabas sa utak yun ang sinusulat... hay.. buhay...

Tuwing kelan lang ba ako nagbablog? Tuwing malungkot, tuwing nasasaktan? Tuwing iniiwan....

Kelan ba ang huli kong sulat dito? Di ko na matandaan sa sobrang tagal, ibig sabihin, matagal tagal ding panahon akong naging masaya.. naging inspirado sa ibang bagay pero hindi dito....

Kaya ngayon heto.. muling nagsusulat, muling nagbubuhos ng sama ng loob, muling pinaparating kung gaano kahirap ang maging malungkot at masaktan...

Hanggang kelan ko ba lalawakan ang pang unawa ko? Hanggang kelan lang ba ako dapat magtiis? Kailan ako dapat magbulag bulagan... at kailan ako dapat magparaya...

Ang dami kong katanungang di ko masagot... magulong magulo ang utak ko... ang hirap!!

Friday, November 24, 2006

Dissapointed..

I was expecting you to say sorry but you did not......

My Happy Ending

So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something You said?
Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

[Chorus:]
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do


You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

[Chorus]

It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one

It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done

[Chorus x2]

[x2]
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
So much for my happy ending

Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

Wednesday, August 09, 2006

Shayne Ward Contest - Part 1

Last July 27, Ces asked me to stay in her condo, last week kasi nya so its the perfect time to enjoy the remaining days of her stay in Asian Mansion, so pumayag naman ako. The following day, while waiting for my turn to take a shower, I watched MYX. And then there's this ad that says, "Do you want to watch Shayne Ward in Hongkong for free... blah blah blah.. send it to myxpromotions@pinoycentral.com"... that ad got my attention so sabi ko, sali kaya ako, tutal email lang naman... Kaso when I got to the office, super dami ng gagawin, so I forgot the contest for a while. Tapos nung naalala ko na.. too bad, I forgot the name of the artist, even the format for the entry and the email add!!! Oh my! Memory Gap strikes again!!! So I searched at google, looked for any myx contest and any artist that has a name of shane.. at last i found a Mark baustista contest format. So I listed the format and email add. And there, finally, I sent my entry to myxpromotions... Ting Ting Ting!!! Idle time's over, back to work.

I just got back from KFC for the afternoon break when the phone rang. The lady is looking for me so I said, Yes,this is sarah speaking...


Mila: Hi Sarah, this is Mila.. (I forgot her last name) of MYX promotions..just wanna ask if you joined the Shayne Ward Contest?
Sarah: Yes...
Mila: Do you have a passport? Di pa ba sya expired?
Sarah: Meron po akong passport.. (still wondering... but tensed)
Mila: Have you joined any MYX contest before?
Sarah: No, this is my first time...(tension increasing...dan dan dan dan dan dan -- jaws sound)
Mila: How old are you Sarah
Sarah: Im 27
Mila: Ok..... Sarah, Congratulations, you're the winner of the Shayne Ward Contest and you're going to Hongkong for free!!!"...


I was stunned.. Hello.. trip to hongkong for free??? Am I dreaming???


Sarah: Sure po? Totoo po yun? Ako po ba talaga?...
Mila: Yes ikaw nga..free ang plane, food and accomodation mo courtesy of Sony BMG, we'll be leaving at August 5 and be back at Aug 7, blah blah blah.....


I was super tensed, sobra I can feel that I was really blushing that time, and my voice was super tinis na... all of a sudden, I remembered Hon...


Sarah: Hello Ma'am, is the trip good for two?
Mila: Oh, Im sorry, ikaw lang ang aalis but makakasama mo ako. Anyway, here's my contact number, I'll just inform you of the developments OK?
Sarah: This is my first out of the country trip po kasi.. Thank you thank you very much...
Mila: Dont worry, kasama mo naman ako, for sure mag eenjoy ka... Ok bye, Congratulations ulit.


Click....

Di pa rin ako naniniwala.. But I was excited... My officemates heard my phone conversation pala, and they said, totoo ba yun, naku ingat ka baka scam yan...and that was the time I remember Leonel. So I texted him that I joined the contest in Myx and that they called to tell that I'm the winner, if he could verify if Im the winner talaga.. After a few minutes, Leonel replied, he gave me his landline number and ask me to call him. When I saw the number, its the same with Mila's trunkline, so she's really connected with ABS. So I called Leonel...


Sarah: Hi Leonel, so what's up, naconfirm mo ba? Totoo ba?
Leonel: Hey Jheng, I called Mila Labendia of MYX I ask her if there's a Shayne Ward contest, my batchmate kasi is asking me that someone called her saying that she won the contest. And then Mila told me that there's already a winner, what the name of your friend? So I told her its Sarah Jane.. Mila told me yeah she's the winner, I just spoke to her a while ago... Grabe Jheng, Congratulations!!! Out of hundreds who sent entries, ikaw ang napili.. My Gosh you're very lucky!!!
Sarah: Talaga...?(as in I wanted to jump) Wow!!! Totoo pala talaga... Thank you for the confirmation...!!!
Leonel: Ok, Im so happy!!! Enjoy your trip ha.. Kapamilya :D (he's a certified Kapamilya!)...


So I told my officemates na totoo nga. Confirmed na ng batchmate ko from ABS!!!! I sent messages to Ces, Eden, Chip, Muse, to Hon, to Mama, to Papa... Kulang na lang, I tell the whole world that I won...!! Their intial reaction was.. Owwsss.. totoo ba yan, baka scam lang yan...So I keep on telling them that It's true it was confirmed by Leonel..

I was so excited... I cant even wait for August 5!!! Hongkong Here I come!!!!

-to be continued....

Friday, June 16, 2006

Adrian-Jennifer

Nung trailer pa lang ng sa Piling Mo medyo naging interested na ako... gustung gusto ko syang mapanood unfortunately, dahil sa work di ako nakatutok masyado. Buti na lang nagkaroon ng Globe Marathon, I was given a chance na mapanood ng buo ang 1st week episode..I super cried nung iniwan si Adrian ni Mama nya sa station ng tren..doon ko din nakita kung pano nabuo ang friendship and love ni Adrian and Jennifer... sobra... masyado kasi ako nadadala ng story wherein super love ng guy and girl. And then nung dumating ang time na dahil sa pagkakahuli ni Jennifer, naiwan na naman si Adrian sa station ng tren... umiyak ako ng gallong gallong luha.

After that episode, lalo na nung nagmeet na si Nicole at Adrian at nagkita kita na sina Jennifer at Adrian sa Azukarera, di na ako nanood ng Sa Piling Mo... ako ang nagseselos para kay Jennifer, gusto kong pumasok sa TV, sigawan si Jennifer na aminin mo na kasi!!! Sumusilip lang ako pag scene nung 2 pag iba na ulit, lipat na channel...

Hanggang sa pinalabas na yun episode na nadiscover na ni Adrian na si Jennifer at Katherine ay iisa. And then nung time na kinuwento ni Ninong Al kung paano nagtiis si Jennifer para wala lang masaktan... sobra, umiyak na naman ako. Super touched din ako nung nag hugs and kisses si Adrian at Jennifer after magsorry ni Adrian.

At kagabi, it was decision time for Adrian... he has to choose between Nicole and Jennifer... again.. nasasaktan na naman ako. When Adrian decided to attend the wedding... pumasok na ako sa kwarto at namalantsa. Pinagtawanan nga ako ng housemates ko kasi bakit daw super affected ako. ah basta...!

Kaninang umaga, I visited hampaslupa forum (this is where I read SPM updates, at least less ang hurt pag binabasa lang..) Arabella (the one giving updates), created a different ending for SPM. Upon reading this, sobrang tuwa ko... wish ko nga sana yun na lang ang nangyari kesa naman ipagpatuloy pa yun kwento... Most likely, magiging bad step mom si Nicole... And asar ako coz yun pinabubuntis ni Nicole is for Benicio!!! Grrrrr!!! I also hate Manay Gina (sinusulsulan nya lagi si Adrian)..


Anyway, I have posted yun SPM Ending ni Arabella, para sa Adrian-Jennifer fans na gaya ko.. For sure matutuwa kayo...

sa kotse, pinapipili ni jayson si adrian: si nicole ba o si jennifer. sabi ni adrian "mahal ko si nicole", ang sagot naman ni jayson "sino ba ang kinukumbinsi mo? ako o ang sarili mo?" litong-lito na si adrian at naiiyak na din dahil hindi nya kayang lokohin ang sarili. pinaabante na ni adrian ang kotse para pumunta nang simbahan.

sa simbahan habang lahat ay kabado, si nicole ay umiiyak at nag-re-reminisce nung mga panahon na si adrian ay halos mabaliw nang nalaman nyang patay na si jennifer, and how long she has to wait for adrian to love her and how hard she tried to win adrian's heart. alam nya sa araw na ito ay hindi na maitatanggi na pilit lang nilang pagtatakpan ang isang malaking kasinungalingan, ito ay ang ipagpatuloy pa ang kanilang pagsasama at pagmamahalan gayong dapat ilaan nalang sa taong nararapat. naisip din ni nicole ang mga sandaling nakilala nya si jennifer at kung paano sya nagselos, naging kaibigan at nung huli ay humingi nang awa para sa kalayaan ni adrian. pagkatapos nyang mag-muni-muni ay huminga sya nang malalim at ni-release ang pressure na nararamdaman.

habang ang sasakyan nila jennifer ay papuntang airport, nasa loob nang kotse si benicio, russel, jeremy at jennifer - umiiyak ang bata dahil aalis na daw ang daddy ninong nya, at inalo naman sya ni benicio dahil ang sabi ay babalik naman daw sya at kung gusto pa nang bata ay bumisita din sa states at bibilhan nang maraming laruan. napansin ni benicio na umiiyak din si jennifer, tinanong ni benicio kung ang luha ba daw ni jennifer ay para sa kanya or para kay adrian, dahil alam ni benicio na itong araw din ang kasal ni adrian kay nicole. nagkunwari si jennifer at sinabing para sa iyo ito dahil mawawalan na ako nang kaibigan na malalapitan pag kinailangan ko, napangiti si benicio pero sinabi kay jennifer ay kilalang-kilala na nya si jennifer at hindi sya pwedeng magsinungaling. tinanong ni benicio kung ano ba daw ang saloobin ni jennifer, sinabi nang dalaga na minsan na daw syang nagparaya at kaya nya uling gawin iyon para sa ikabubuti nang lahat. tinanong ni benicio kung ikabubuti ba din iyon ni jeremy, na hindi na makasama pa ang tatay nya, puro sandaling bisita,puro patakas na sandali. naririnig iyon nang bata pero hindi pa masyadong maintindihan. sinabi ni jennifer na dadating din ang tamang panahon ay maisasaayos din ang lahat at ang araw na ito ang simula sa lahat. sinabi ni benicio na kung kailangan gawin ang tama kahit na madami ang masasaktan, ito ang nararapat kesa naman ang lahat ay mabuhay sa kasinungalingan. napaisip mabuti si jennifer at umiiyak na napaakap nalang kay benicio.

may patawid na kotse at nagbigay nang daan ang sasakyan nila jennifer para makatawid ang isang kotse. nabigla si jennifer nang mapansin nya na iyon ay kotse ni adrian - papunta na sa simbahan. nagulat naman si adrian dahil hindi nya akalain na makikita din nya si jennifer, pinahinto ni adrian ang kotse, at nalaman ni jayson kung bakit, binuyo pa ang kaibigan na hindi na matutuloy ang kasal dahil hindi na magpapasakal si adrian, nandidito na daw ang tamang opportunity na para itama ang lahat. halos sabay na bumaba si jennifer at adrian sa kotse. hindi nila napigilan ang mga sarili at tumatakbo sila pareho towards each other at nag-akapan at naghalikan. nakita iyon nila benicio at jeremy, pero ang bata ay naguluhan sa nakita, sinabi ni benicio na "si tito adrian ang totoo mong daddy at mahal na mahal sya ni mommy, ang mabuting bata ay dapat mahal nya ang kanyang daddy. kung ano man ang pagmamahal na binigay mo sa akin, dapat ibigay mo din iyon sa totoo mong daddy dahil matagal mo syang hiniling kay Jesus, at hiniling din ito nang daddy mo - na sana ay makilala nya ang tunay nyang anak." nag-akapan si jeremy at benicio na kapwa umiiyak. naghihingian nang sorry sila jennifer at adrian sa isa't-isa:

jennifer: "sorry adrian, akala ko kaya ko uling magparaya para sa ating lahat pero hindi na tama ang ipagkait ko pa sa ating anak ang katotohanan. hindi na rin tama ang lokohin ko ang sarili ko at sabihing magiging ok kami ni jeremy kahit may iba ka nang mahal at pamilya. hindi ok na pakawalan pa ang pagkakataong matagal ko nang ipinagdarasal, pinapangarap at inasam mula nang tayo ay magkahiwalay. hindi madali na ipaubaya nalang sa iba ang taong labis kong nang minahal mula simula pa at hanggang sa ikabilang buhay ay wala na akong iibigin pa. mahal na mahal kita adrian, ikaw lang ang buhay ko noon, ngayon at bukas."

adrian: "sorry jennifer dahil hindi ko man lang napaglaban ang ating pagmamahalan. mas pinili ko pa ang saktan ka muli para lang sa isang malaking kasinungalingan, pero hindi ko na papayagan mangyari ang muli't-muli kang masasaktan at makikita kang luhaan habang ako ay nasa piling nang iba. matagal na akong bumuo nang pangarap para sa ating dalawa, bumuo ako nang pangarap na akala ko ay hindi ko na makikita pa dahil na din sa ibang pangarap ang binuo ko para sa iba. hindi kayang pagtakpan ang totoong nararamdaman ko jennifer, hinding hindi. hindi ko naisip na mas maraming masasaktan kung ipagpapatuloy ko lang ang kasalang ito, hindi ko lang masasaktan ang babaeng pinakamamahal ko, pati na rin ang sarili ko ay patuloy kong masasaktan sa tuwing makikita ka, hindi ko kayang iwan ka jennifer." (hugs, hugs, more kisses and tears)

sa simbahan ay bumaba na nang kotse si nicole at naglakad papuntang altar. kinuha ang mic at nagsalita:

nicole: "salamat po sa lahat nang pumunta ngayon sa araw nang dapat ay kasal ko, pero kinalulungkot ko po na hindi na ito matutuloy. alam ko kung nasaan man si adrian ay masayang-masaya sya, hindi ko sya mapipilit, hindi ako magagalit dahil ginawa lang nya ang dapat nararapat at ang dapat mangyari. our love story is different, extraordinary, but not all fairy tales do come true and not everything will end in a happy one. today, i made the right decision, that is to let him go. i already told it once or twice and i will tell it again, i don't want to be the second best nor the second choice. daddy, noon pa man ay nanlilimos na ako nang pag-ibig mula nang nawala si mommy ay kasama mo na din syang nawala sa akin. akala ko hindi ko na matatagpuan pa ang pagmamahal na iyon, dumating si adrian at ang pamilya nya at doon ay napunan ang pagmamahal na matagal ko nang inaasam. nagbago ang lahat pati ikaw daddy ay nagbago na din, minahal mo na din ako. nagpapasalamat ako sa Diyos na dumating sa buhay ko si adrian, pero nagpapasalamat din ako dahil nalaman nating lahat na si jennifer ay buhay pa. ito na dapat ang pinakatatakutan ko, pero hindi pala, ito pala ang magbubukas nang pinto para sa magandang simula nang bukas ko at nang magiging anak ko sa piling nang daddy ko. siguro mahihirapan ako dahil pinili kong ipaubaya nalang si adrian sa taong pinakamamahal nya, pero ang sacrifices na iyon will all worth dahil hindi tamang piliin ako ni adrian para lang sa paninindigan, hindi sa pagmamahal. hindi ko kayang akapin, tingnan at halikan si adrian gayong alam ko sa bawat gestures na iyon ay si jennifer ang kanyang iniisip. kukulungin ko lang ang sarili ko sa anino ni jennifer, kukulungin ko lang si adrian sa pagkukunwari. i think the best love that you can give to somebody is to let them be and set them free. to nanay gina, maraming salamat po at huwag kayong magagalit, kilala nyo si adrian at alam ko maiintindihan nyo balang araw, mabait po si jennifer kaya nga sya ang pinili ni adrian. daddy, we will start a new life with my baby, punuin natin nang pagmamahal ang anak ko, ibigay mo sa kanya ang hindi mo naibigay sa akin, at ibigay mo din sa akin ang matagal ko nang hinihiling sa iyo, mahalin mo kami nang anak ko daddy, we need you and i love you so much dad." (nag-iiyakan na sa loob nang simbahan, pati pari ay nakikinig at sumasang-ayon sa lahat nang sinabi ni nicole.)

**slow motion: masayang-masaya sila jennifer at adrian, bumaba nang kotse si jeremy at tumakbo papunta sa dalawa.** si benicio at russel naman ay nagpaalam na din at kinamayan ni benicio si adrian at binilin na huwag nang iiwan pa si jennifer, pinangako naman ni adrian na pakamamahalin nya ito at aalagaan.

**slow motion: si nicole ay tumatakbo papunta sa daddy nya at ang dalawa ay nag-akapan, makikita mong may tuwa sa kanila kahit kapwa umiiyak.** umalis na ang wedding car kasama sila tatum, nanay gina, daddy ni nicole at syempre pa si nicole. hinagis parin ni nicole ang bouquet, at masaya sya sa kanyang naging desisyon. sinabi nang ama: i'm proud so proud of you, you also made your mom proud too."

sa airport, tumatakbo si marissa at pilit na hinahanap si russel, naabutan din ni norma si marissa na naghahanap kay russel. nakita ni marissa si russel at pilit na gustong pumasok sa loob pero hinarang sya nang mga security. nagwala si marissa at nagkaroon nang commotion. nilingon nila russel at benicio ang gulo at nakita nila si marissa na nagwawala at nandoon din si norma. nagulat si russel at dali-dali itong pumunta kay marissa. nag-akapan ang dalawa at kapwa umiiyak. nag-sorry si marissa dahil hindi nya binigyan nang pagkakataon si russel para magpaliwanag, at pinahinto na sya nang binata magsalita.

russel: "alam ko na, ngayon ay alam ko na, mahal mo din ako diba?"
marissa: "oo mahal pala kita, akala ko dahil lang sa kuya kita, hindi pala. mahal kita dahil mas higit pa doon ang naramdaman ko."
russel: "hayaan mo, pagbalik ko ay matutupad na din ang mga pangarap natin nung mga bata palang tayo, binuo ko iyon noon pa para sa iyo, ngayon ay matutupad ko nang lahat."
marissa: "maghihintay ako russel, asahan mo iyon, pangako."
russel: "salamat marissa at hindi mo ako binigo, maraming salamat at mahal na mahal kita."
marissa: "mahal na mahal din kita russel."
(nag-akapan nang mahigpit at nag-iyakan)

ang lahat ay naging masaya, nagpakasal sila adrian at jennifer. si nicole at ang daddy nya ay pumunta nang australia para doon na mamuhay. nagkapatawaran at nagkaintindihan na sila jennifer, adrian at nicole, patuloy na naging mabuting magkaibigan ang tatlo para na din sa baby ni nicole. si tatum ay nakahanap na nang bagong girlfriend, si russel at marissa ay nagtatawagan at minsan-minsan ay umuuwi nang pinas si russel. naka-graduate na ang dalawa at nagsimula nang bumuo nang kanilang pangarap. si nanay gina ay abala sa apo na si jeremy at sa bagong baby nila jennifer at adrian, this time girl naman ang baby. si benicio ay nagpakasal na din sa americana, at si norma ay pinagpatuloy nalang ang buhay kasama sila russel at marissa.


THE END

Friday, June 09, 2006

Shane (from donatz)

Please participate with me on this. It's actually quite interesting. I only sent this to folks whose answers are bound to be clever! This is what you are supposed to do, and try not to be LAME and spoil the fun!

Just give in and do it. Copy, not forward, this entire e-mail and paste it into new email. Change all the answers so that they apply to you then send this to a whole bunch of people you know *including* the person who sent it to you. Put your name in the subject. The theory is that you will learn a lot of little known facts about your friends. It is fun and easy 50 questions to answer.



FIRST NAME? Sarah Jane, actually, I have lots of names, Jheng, Ajane, Sarah, Sars, Mama Sarah, Princess Sarah, Princess, Shane.



WHERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE? I don’t know, according to my mom I was supposed to be named as Jinky, but my Pops decided to name me Sarah Jane.. ang common nga eh…most of the people relate me to the late Sarah Jane Salazar uuuggghhh!!!!(AIDS victim)



WHEN DID YOU LAST CRY? Last night, you know I’m a Sa Piling Mo fanatic, Adrian already knows that Jeremy is his son and Jennifer is alive!!!!



DO YOU LIKE YOUR HAND WRITING ? When I was in grade school, my teacher threw my notebook because she cant understand my handwriting (as in “kinayasang manok”), after that inayos ko na sulat ko hehehehe.



WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH-MEAT? CDO, coz its cheaper compared to other brands (you know, I have a tight budget weheheheh).



KIDS? Hopefully….



IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU? Yeah, I think so, Im friendly naman, they say that I’m bubbly daw.. but sometimes me sariling mundo.



DO YOU HAVE A JOURNAL? Yep, I have a blog, this is where I make buhos of all my frustrations…http://sjkmanalo.blogspot.com unfortunately its written in Tagalog…. Mahirap kayang mag express ng emotions in English!!!



DO YOU USE SARCASM A LOT? Yeah Yeah Yeah…specially to those people who are sooooo kulit!!!! lalo pag me PMS ako.



WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP? Hopefully



WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CEREAL? Oishi choco cereal… its cheaper than the other brands wehehehehe



DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF? No, I just pull them off



DO YOU THINK YOU ARE STRONG? To others I’m weak…but experience-wise, I can say that I AM STRONG!!!



WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR? Mocha



SHOE SIZE? Size 5-5 1/2



RED OR PINK? Pink… kikay ako eh



WHAT IS THE LEAST FAVORITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF? Hmm I don’t know,



WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST? Hmmmmm my honey…. L



DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO SEND THIS BACK TO YOU? YUP!



WHAT COLOR PANTS AND SHOES ARE YOU WEARING? Blue and Pink sandals



LAST THING YOU ATE? Wheat bread w cheese wiz



WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW? Monster Radio RX FM



IF YOU WERE A CRAYON WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE? Blue… my favorite color



FAVORITE SMELL? Sporty!



WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE? My mom…..



THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX? Eyes… that’s my weakness



DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU? Yep naman, she’s mabait, plenty of funny fwd messages and she’s a JITP fanatic!!



FAVORITE DRINK? Strawberry Ice tea



FAVORITE SPORT? Sensya di ako mahilig sa sports eh



WHATS YOUR HAIR COLOR? Black



EYE COLOR? Black



DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS? No…



FAVORITE FOOD? Tofu, seafoods



SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDING? Happy ending



LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED? Da Vinci Code



WHAT COLOR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING? Yellow shirt with light blue and pink design



SUMMER OR WINTER? Summah



HUGS OR KISSES? Hugs and kisses…san palang kiss? Hmmm



FAVORITE DESSERT? Ice cream



WHO IS MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND? I don’t know depende kung di busy



LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND? Yung mga “BUSY” din hehehehe,



WHAT BOOKS ARE YOU READING? Di ako mahilig magbasa ng books nakakatamad



WHAT'S ON YOUR MOUSE PAD? A mouse?



WHAT DID YOU WATCH LAST NIGHT ON TV? Sa Piling Mo!!!



ROLLING STONE OR BEATLES? Beatles



THE FURTHEST YOU BEEN FROM HOME? Baguio.. from home ha…



DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT? Yes I can sing, I can dance, I can act too.. dapat nga nag artista na lang ako…



WHERE AND WHEN YOU WERE BORN? Tondo Manila, September 19

Friday, June 02, 2006

Wanted Female Bedspacer Kingswood Makati

P 3,100/person/mo
INCLUSIVE OF:
Bed and Cabinet
Rent, Electricity, CableTV Connection,
Water, Monthly Dues.

INCLUSIVE OF:

UNIT FURNISHINGS:
Dining Tables and Chairs
Fully Equipped Kitchen (Stove, Ref)
Fully Equipped Living Area (Sala Set, TV, etc.)

CONDO FACILITIES and AMENITIES:
Excellent Property Management Staff
Nice Overlooking View at Night
No Curfew
Strong Water Supply
24-Hour Security Force
Automatic heat/smoke detection and fire sprinkler system
Stand-By Generator
Trellis Promenade
Gazebo
Swimming Pool
Gym
Clubhouse
Tennis Court

1 month advance + 1 month deposit

text me at 09178140602

For more info on Kingswood Condo, please click here Kingswood Condo

Note:

Sa mga nag iinquire po, gusto ko lang po ipaalam na hindi na po ako nakatira sa Kingswood. Ito ay gawa ng aking mahaderang landlady na walang ginawa kundi maningil ng extra sa renta.

Maraming salamat po!

Wednesday, May 24, 2006

Buhay Single

Dumating din sa akin ang panahon na matagal akong walang boyfriend. Ok lang naman kasi, dun ko naranasan kung paano maging free, sarili mo lang ang iintindihin mo at bawas ang problema as in! Marami rin akong friends na ganyan din. Di ko lang alam kung sobrang taas ng standards, wala bang oras osadyang di lang nila type kasi marami naman ang umaali aligid.

Meron sa akin finorward na message. Sure akong makakarelate din kayo.

NAGTATAKA KA BA KUNG BAKIT KA PA SINGLE?

SINGLE: Minsan ayos lang kase free na free ka gawin kung ano ang gusto mo o kaya makakapunta ka kung saan mo gusto pumunta pero kung minsan, lalo na't malamig ang hanging o kya maganda ung view, magwiwish ka na sana may yumayakap sa yo, hahalikan ka sa noo at tititignan ka ng parang ikaw na ata ang pinakamagandang babae sa mundo. nakakamiss yun.

kaya heto, susubukan ko bilangin ang mga dahilan kung bakit single pa tayo. Gaano katagal na ba tayo walang nagiging boyfriend?


1. Masyadong independent

baka naman masyado mo napoproject na kaya mong mabuhay ng wala silang lahat, ayan tuloy parang hindi nila maramdaman na kailangan mo rin sila kaya dun nalang sila sa taong tingin n! ila ay magkakaron sila ng silbi.


2. Mataas ang standards mo

siguro hindi na natanggal sa isip mo ung pangarap mo nung bata ka pa. aba, kelangan mo na gumising sa katotohanan na walang ideal guy. ok cge, kung makita mo nga ung hinahanap mo na gwapong matalino na mayaman na mabait pero nung nakasama mo naman eh nakita mo hindi pala pantay ang kuko niya sa hinlalaki o kaya naman sobrang bad breath niya sa umaga o kaya naman daig pa ang tambucho sa lakas manigarilyo...oh eh di turn-off ka na? kung lahat ng tao ay katulad mo na mataas ang standards, malamang wala ng magboyfriend at maggirlfriend ngayon. puro friends nalang.


3. ubod ka ng kasungitan

maski naman kahit sino hindi masarap lapitan at kausapin ang taong mukhang nangangain ng tao tapos liligawan pa? dapat kc kahit konti maging approachable ka naman para kahit na hindi ka kagandahan, madidiskubre niya n! a masarap ka palang kausap at masaya kang kasama.


4. masama ang ugali

kung papipiliin ako kung sa masungit at sa masama ang ugali, dun na ko sa masungit! ang masungit kc, hindi likas na itim ang budhi nyan, may taglay na istorya sa likod ng simangot niya. sabihan mo lang yan ng 'peek-a-boo' BAKA ngitian ka na. ibang istorya na kase ang masama ang ugali dahil mula pa yang ugali na yan sa kaibuturan ng kanyang mga balunbalunan. sa una mabait pero madidiskubre mo na parang trapo ang tao kung tratuhin nito. tsk tsk tsk. pero hindi pa naman huli ang lahat, kung kaya mo pa magbago, bigyan mo ng pagkakataon ang sarilli mo magbago. magdasal ka kay lord. ng mataimtim ha.


5. nagkukulong sa bahay

walang makaka-appreciate sa panloob o panlabas na beauty mo kung nagkukulong ka lang sa bahay. ok, nanjan nga ang nanay mo para sabihin na maganda ka pero im sure umay na umay na rin ! yan sa pagmumukha mo kaya mas maigi kung lumabas ka...pagkagaling sa office, pwede ka magmall o kya gumimik kasama mga officemates mo, o kaya naman sumali sa mga organization sa simbahan or sa neighborhood.


6. mukha kang losyang

ito ang kadalasang krimen ng mga single. hindi ka nagbibigay ng panahon para ayusin ang sarili physically. at bakit pa nga ba e wala ka naman dahilan para mag-ayos, diba? MALI!!! dapat nga lalo ka mag-ayos para makita ang marketability mo. hindi krimen ang maging vain kahit konti. did u know na ang ratio ng lalaki sa babae ay 4:1? kaya lola, magsimula ka na mag-ayos at baka yung crush mo ay maagaw pa ng mga intrimitida sa paligid mo.


7. masyadong magaling

medyo sensitive itong tapic na ito dahil nasasagasaan na ang male ego dito eh. oo, may ibang lalake na nabuburaot dahil mas magaling at mas marunong ang babae sa kanila. hindi na natin i! to problema dahil malamang insecurity nila ang bumubulong sa kanila pero minsan kase hindi na makatarungan na laging nai-inferior ang lalake. kailangan maramdaman din nila saiyo na hindi mo sila ia-under the saya if maging girlfriend ka nila. hindi ko rin sinasabi na icompromise mo ang talents mo, ano bang magagawa ko kung likas na talentadong bata ka pero ang tamang gawin ay wag naman ipagdukdukan na sobrang galing mong tao. wag na wag mong kalimutan ng may 2 klaseng yabang dito sa mundo. wag kang mang-intimidate kung ayaw mong maintimidate.



8. sobrang busy

alam mo ba ung kantang 'Narda'? ganyan ang mangyayari sa iyo, hanggang kanta nalang ang aabutin ng nagkakagusto sayo dahil maski pagpluck ng kilay mo wala kang time.



9. dala ang bigat ng kahapon

may kasabihan nga, "how can u look forward when u keep looking back?" walang mangyayari sa love life mo kung da! la mo pa ang kabiguan na dinulot ng nakaraan mo. walang sense ang magpakabitter dahil in the end, lalo ka lang papanget. panget na nga, bitter pa. tsaka wag kang matakot masaktan kung gusto mo magmahal muli. laging kaakibat ng love ang pain dahil hindi ka masasaktan kung hindi ka nagmahal. at isa pa, wag ka ring matakot na kunin ang pagkakataon kung nandiyan na sa harap mo. pano mo malalaman na masarap ang chocolate kung hindi mo titikman?



10. masyadong masyado

masyado maganda, masyadong matalino, masyadong talented, at masyado mayaman. minsan ito ang mga nagiging factor kung bakit walang gustong manligaw sayo. pero hindi mo naman ito kasalanan diba? katulad din ito ng scenario sa #7. siguro mas maigi kung humble lang ka, wag mayabang, at imbis na maging hambog, share nalang the blessing. hindi ka lang maganda/matalino/talented/mayaman, mabait pa. im sure, lahat mahuhumaling sayo.



at eto ang pinakamatindi sa lahat:



11. Wala sa guhit ng palad mo ang magkaboyfriend

shiyet ang saklap naman nito kung ganun nga. hindi porket na hindi ka na magkakaboyfriend ay loser ka na. malamang may nakalaan na plano sayo si Lord kaya gusto niya na wala kang boyfriend. siguro kaya wala kang boyfriend dahil kelangan ang full attention mo sa pagtulong sa pagtaguyod ng pamilya mo, baka yayaman ka at magiging tagapagmana mo mga pamangkin mo, baka kelangan ang full time and support mo sa organization mo...maraming dahilan eh pero nakakasiguro naman ako na walang bagay na nangyayari sayo na hindi kagustuhan ng nasa itaas. laging may greater purpose kung bakit nangyayari ang nangyayari.

kaya kung halimbawang may darating, wag na pakyeme. kung hindi mo type ang lalapit sayo, let it go gracefully dahil mahirap na at baka balikan ka ng karma. kung nandyan na, gawin nalang ang best para magstay siya sa buhay! mo at hindi ka na nagtataka pa kung bakit single ka.

Tuesday, May 16, 2006

Saturday, April 29, 2006

My True Color

Take this test at Tickle


My true color is Green!


What's Your True Color?


You're green, the color of growth and vigor. Good-hearted and giving, you have a knack for finding and bringing out the best in people. Green is the most down-to-earth color in the spectrum — reliable and trustworthy. People know they can count on you to be around in times of need, since your concern for people is genuine and sincere. You take pride in being a good friend. For you, success is measured in terms of personal achievement and growth, not by status or position. Rare as emeralds, greens are wonderful, natural people. It truly is your color!

Monday, March 20, 2006

feelin independent

Nung ibalita sa akin na itatransfer ako ng trabaho. Tuwang tuwa ako, bukod sa panibagong challenges na naman ang mararanasan ko (sa totoo lang nabubuhay na lang ako sa isyu sa una kong trabaho, nakakapagod nang pumasok pramis!!), mararanasan ko na ang mamuhay ng mag-isa, hindi naman sa ayaw ko na sa family ko, kaya lang mula ng ipanganak ako, di pa ako nalayo sa kanila. Di ko pa naranasang magdesisyon ng sarili, kumilos ng sarili at mamuhay ng sarili.

Gusto ko ring maranasan kung paano umupa ng bahay, mamalengke, magbudget, at kung anu ano pa. Alam kong mahirap pero gaya ng ibang di pa nakakaranas ng mga ganoong bagay, excited ako na harapin yon.

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