My Second Wish

During weekends, I used to read tagalog pocketbooks, siguro nakaka 4 ako in one sitting... mabilis kasi tapusin unlike english novels...

There's a story that caught my attention. This is about a 26-year old girl na nagkaroon na ng 18 bfs but still, she can't find her true love. Since she was already 26 and afraid na maging old maid, she tried looking for some text mates and blind dates. The girl has a guy best friend. This guy was her crying shoulder pag broken hearted sya or kapag unsuccessful ang dates nya.. Eventually, napagod na rin sya kakahanap and started to noticed her best friend which turned out na itong bestfriend nya matagal na rin may gusto sa kanya....To cut the story short, sila ang nagkatuluyan in the end...

Tuwang tuwa ako sa story kasi we are of the same age... di nga lang ako nagkaroon ng sangkatutak na bfs...but I was also looking for my true love. Dahil sa katitingin ko sa malayo, di ko napansin na nasa akin na pala ang hinahanap ko... matagal na... ang taong sinusumbungan ko pag broken hearted ako.. ang taong binabalitaan ko pag masaya ako.. ang taong namimiss ko pag di ko nakakausap... ang kaibigan ko...

My second wish came true....


For All Of My Life
M.Y.M.P.

Come and lay here beside me
I'll tell you how I feel
There's a secret inside me
I'm ready to reveal

To have you close, embrace your heart
with my love
over and over
These are things that I promise
my promise to you

For all of my life
you are the one, i will love you faithfully forever
all of my life you are the one
I'll give to you my greatest love
for all of my life.

ooohhh..
o yeah...

Let me lay down beside you
There's something you should know
I pray that you decide to
open your heart and let me show

enchanted worlds of fairy tales
a wonderland of love
these are things that I promise
my promise to you

all of my life
with all of my heart
these are things that I promise

I'm tagged din!!!!!

Hah!!! I usually do this in Friendster only, unfortunately, shadow tagged me (grrrr), so i'm forced to fill this up... grabe ha.. it really took my time...

My Favorite...

1. color: Blue
2. flower: roses
3. perfume: Polo Sport Women
4. author:
5. book: I kissed dating goodbye
6. condiment: ketchup
7. shoes: rusty lopez
8. local channel: kapuso
9. beauty product: lip gloss
10. magazine: Cosmopolitan and FHM (hehehehe)
11. cookie: Oreo
12. ice-cream: Coffee crumble
13. chocolate: Dark Chocolates
14. junk food: Nachos
15. restaurant: Alibar.. heheheheh (its a local resto here in Albay)
16. month/s: September
17. number: seven
18. day: Sunday
19. fast food joint: kfc, mcdonald's
20. t.v.show: Quiz Show, Girls and Guys, The 5th Wheel, Saturday Night Live
21. car: Gusto kong matutong magdrive....
22. comedian: Jim Carrey
23. subject: Math and Physics
24. radio station: 97.1 OK FM
25. occasion: birthday
26. cartoon character: Tazmania
27. fashion designer:
28. clothing store: UK store and Tiangge
29. pet: dog
30. athlete: not a sportsminded gal
31. sport: i only play badminton
32. sports theme: ngek uli
33. jeans: jag, herbench
34. season: we only have 2 seasons here ryt? wet and dry.... Dry...
35.hobby/ies: daydream, singing, playing guitar
36.accessory: anything kikay
37.fruit: hilaw na mangga na me bagoong...
38.vacation spot: there's an island in Matnog called Subic.. yun... I wanna go to Davao!!!!
39.drinK: tea, tea, tea...
40.food: sweets
41.hang-out: beach, bar, and videoke booth sa LCC hahahaha
42.dessert: leche flan
43.movie: Bridges of Madison County, My Bestfriend's Wedding, My Sassy Girl
44.cable channel: Arirang!!!
45. Website: My blogsite? hahahaha
46.toothpaste: Happee hehehehe, pinoy ako
47.cake: mocha
48.expression: Actually....
49.attire: Shirts and kikay outfits
50.place: hhmmmm... beach?

And who told you that i'm not gonna pass this survey.... hmmmmm..... Infinity, you're next!...

Annyǒng Hashimnigga!!

I started to become an Arirang Addict last 2003. Nagsimula yon sa NonStop. NonStop is a teenage Gag Show aired every Fridays at 11:20 pm. At first ang hirap panoorin, kasi unang una korean sya, I have to read the english subtitles sa baba para maintindihan ko lang sya. Pero later on, nasanay na ako, and dahil maganda nga yun palabas, inaabangan ko na sya every friday. Pag inaantok na ako.. nagpapaalarm na lang ako. Pag OT naman sa work.. pinapanood ko na lang ang replays pag Saturday at 6:00 am.

I wasn't aware na aside from me, there are still other peeps na nababaliw sa NonStop, so nung nadiscover ko sya.. sumali ako sa Yahoogroups and tinuloy namin ang kahibangan sa NonStop.


NonStop 2 Cast

Still not satisfied, I also tried watching telenovelas in Arirang. And I found it interesting. Maganda kasi ang Korean Telenovelas, maikli lang (average number of episodes is 15-20 only) tapos very wholesome (bihira ang meron kissing scenes) and wala masyado kontrabida (unlike sa pinoy telenobela na mahilig magpasabog ng mga bida).


NonStop 3 Cast

Nabalitaan ko na lang na GMA also started showing Korean telenovelas, ang alam ko noon is yung kay Jang Nara (FYI, Jang Nara is also part of the NonStop 2 Cast), then pumatok sa masa.. nasundan pa ito ng other shows and yun isa nga sa big hit is yung Endless Love.. Di rin nagpatalo ang ABS-CBN hanggang sa lately is pinasok na nila yun Lovers in Paris. And now, nagbabanggaan ang Save the Last Dance for Me, Stairway to Heaven and Full House.

Aside from the telenovelas, nacatch na rin ng attention ko ang Korean Movies. I bought a 3-in-1 DVD sa taga Muslim last week. Im so lucky kasi magkakasama ang My Sassy Girl, Windstruck and My Crazy Love sa iisang CD... And Im planning to look for 100 days with Mr. arrogant, He was Cool, My Brother, Married to the Mafia , My Wife the Gangster, Love Story, Female Teacher VS Female Student, A Monk Kid.. Hay ang dami...

Ooopss, gotta go na, manonod pa ako ng Breathless

Ang Memory Stick at Ang Camera

May mga bagay na akala mo wala sa iyo, pero pagtagal ng panahon, marerealize mo na lang na all this time nasa iyo na pala ang hinahanap mo, pero sa kabila noon, hindi mo pa rin matanggap na nasa iyo na dahil napakarami pa ring katanungan...

Masasabi ko bang matagal na ang 3 taong pagkakaibigan para masabi kong kilala ko na ng lubusan ang isang tao? Paano kung sa loob ng 3 taon, hindi naman kami nag-uusap lagi.. at hanggang ngayon hindi ko pa rin sya nakikita? Pwede ko bang pagtiwalaan lang ang nararamdaman ko para masabi kong mabait syang tao at mahalaga sya para sa akin bilang kaibigan? Pwede ko na bang syang paniwalaan kung sabihin nyang mahal nya ako? Pwede ko na bang sabihin na mahal ko na rin sya dahil matagal ko na syang kaibigan? Pwede ko ba syang mahalin kahit hindi ko naramdaman ang Spark? Kaya ko na bang I let go ang taong naramdaman ko ng Spark dahil mas deserving ang kaibigan ko sa pagmamahal ko? Pwede ko bang sabihin na sya na ang hinihintay ko?

Ang daming tanong na di ko kayang sagutin. Sana naging kasing dali lang ito ng mga tanong na sinasagutan ko sa survey...

Naalala ko tuloy ang kanta na "The One You Love".

"Are you gonna stay with the one who loves you, are you going back to the one you love"...

Isang tanong na madaling sagutin pero mahirap gawin...



Siguro nga hindi pa ngayon ang tamang oras para sagutin ko ang mga tanong ko... In time....

New Year's Wish

Nakatuwaan ko ng sumagot ng survey na pinopost sa bulletin board ng friendster. Dahilan? Una, pamatay ng idle time. Pangalawa, wala lang...

Syempre nung January 1 hindi nawala ang survey for New Year. Maraming tanong yun.. siguro mga 35... About things you regret last year, ayaw mong kainin, gusto mong makasama, wishes, and resolutions. As usual, sinagutan ko lahat ng questions. Isa mga questions na nagpaisip sa akin is yung "What do you want to have for 2005"? So sinagutan ko sya ng Job Promotion and a Boyfriend. Job Promotion kasi medyo naiinis na rin ako sa work ko at nagbabalak balak na rin ako magresign pag di pa ako umangat this year. Boyfriend naman... hehehehe (sos naman... taon na ang binibilang ko.. ayoko po maging old maid). After non, sinagutan ko na rin yun ibang questions tapos nipost ko na sa friendster..

After two months... dumating ang unang magandang balita... na-absorbed ako sa bagong dept. Though same group pero mas maraming challenges... Masaya ako kasi 3 months ko na rin syang hinihintay and aside from that lahat sa grupo nakasama. After 3 days, dumating ang 2nd good news... I was promoted... sa wakas! Medyo naging pasaway kasi ako 2 years ago.. so nung nagbagong buhay ako, sabi ko wag ko nang hingin.. kusa na lang yan ibibigay.. and heto na nga.. kusa ngang ibinigay.

Doon ko naalala yun survey. Abah, 2 months pa lang, me nagkatotoo na.. Di rin pala nasayang ang pagset ko ng goal.. at least isa sa kanila nagkatotoo...

Lesson, its ok to set goals every year.. at least you have something to aim for and if you think for positive results.. for sure, you can reach that goal.

How about my 2nd wish? Any possibilities?... Hmmm... Think positive!

Rose Garden

Tuwing umaga, nakasanayan ko ng ayusin yung mga preserved roses ko dito sa office. Parati kasi itong napapansin ng mga officemates ko, itapon ko na daw kasi malas daw magkeep ng tuyong bulaklak. Hindi ko na lang sila pinapansin kasi very memorable sa akin yun mga roses na yon..

Year 2002 nung nareceive ko yun 1st dozen ng roses... galing yon sa secret love ko, ang saya saya ko noon kasi that was the first time na nakareceived ako ng isang dosenang roses at take note red pa. Actually, he was outside the philippines (not to mention the country) that time and before he left, kinausap nya na yun flowershop na ideliver sa akin yun flowers on our monthsary...

Yung 2nd dozen nareceive ko the following month for my birthday. White nman...Galing naman yun sa ex-bf and bestfriend ko. Ang saya saya ko rin non.. Kaso in the long run, I found out na sila na pala...

Dahil nga sa very memorable sa akin ang mga roses na yun, nipreserve ko sya... so until now, dried sya pero buo pa rin ang leaves and petals nila. Pero syempre dahil sa umabot na sya ng 3 years, medyo nagbago na ang colors nya, yun red naging brown and yun white naging yellow...Last year nga para medyo magmukha syang fresh, pinintahan ko sya using water color pero tinamad ako at di ko na tinapos...

Kaninang umaga, nakita ko na naman yun nga roses ko... sabi ko 3 years na sya, hindi pa rin sya napapalitan. So nilagay ko sya sa status ng Yahoo Messenger ko, wala lang trip lang.

Kaninang 3:30, pinatawag ako sa lobby ng office ng officemate ko. Pagbaba ko, abah may dozen roses ako. White and Pink. Wala akong idea kung kanino galing... Unang una, walang nanliligaw, pangalawa, me mahal ako pero alam ko naman na imposible akong bigyan non (magpapamisa ako pag ginawa nya yon, at sobra tuwa ko syempre...) dahil me gf na sya. Pangatlo, hindi pa valentines (asa pa ha...).

Nag isip isip ako... Secret Admirer? Sino? Peace Offering? Hmmmm, pwede rin... pero impossible din dahil hindi ako binibigyan ng mga kaibigan ko ng roses...

Anyway...At least... I've learned na someone is thinking of me... na someone is caring for me... and someone is treating me very special... Whoever you are... Thank You...

Ang Spark ni Piolo

Ganitong ganito ang pagkakadescribe ng spark ko... nadala ako sa isang ngiti...Kaso hindi nga pwede.. tsk, tsk, tsk. Bakit kaya may mga kantang fit para sa mga nangyari sa akin.. hmmm...

SANA IKAW
Piolo Pascual

Ikaw ay dumating bigla
sa aking mundo
Hindi inaakalang
ngitian mo ako
Para akong natunaw
sa lambing nito
Di ka na maalis sa isip ko...

*
Paano na ngayon?
Ako'y litong lito...
Bakit kaya ako
nahulog na sa iyo?
Pero meron ka nang
ibang minamahal...
Hindi naman mahati
ang puso...

**
Kaya pag-ibig, pinipigilan ko
Pag-ibig na sana ay sa iyo
Diba't nararapat sa iyo
Pag-ibig na buong buo
'Di ko makakayang
may saktan na iba
Kaya't ikaw ay
mananatili na lang
Sa damdamin
at aking isipan
Iguguhit kita sa alaala...
Pagkat tayo ay hanggang
panaginip lamang.

Music and Me

Mahilig akong makinig ng music. Araw araw, palagi kong pinapatugtog yung mga MP3 na galing sa server ng Systems. Sobrang dami non na kahit magpatugtog ka maghapon, walang mauulit. Pero pili lang ang mga gustong kong kanta doon. Pinipili ko kasi ang kanta based sa lyrics nya, kapag medyo nakakarelate ako, nagiging paborito ko na sya. Minsan nga natatawa ako kasi me mga kanta na parehong pareho ng nangyayari sa buhay ko. Wala lang, parang nananadya. Me mga kantang paborito ko lang for a period of time, meron naman mula High School ako, gusto ko na sya. So far heto ang mga gusto kong kanta sa ngayon:

Getting To Know Each Other
Ariel Rivera

I call you and you call me
It's funny how we get on so easily
We're just friends aren't we
You've got yours, I've got mine
And friends are all we ever could be

( But ) We're getting to know each other
A little too well
( Getting to know each other )
( A little too well )
We're starting to show our feelings
And people can tell
( Ooh, people can tell )
Ev'ry time that your eyes meet mine
I light up like a neon sign
Yes, We're getting to know each other
A little too well...
( Getting to know each other )
( A little too well... )

We have lunch ev'ry now and then
And I find myself humming love songs
Again and again...
Too many nights I'm workin' 'till ten
And I hope that you know
That It's hopeless to go on when...
( Repeat chorus except last line )
( Getting to know each other... )
Getting to know each other...
A little too well...
( Getting to know each other... )
( A little too well... )


Falling
Keahiwai

I wanna tell you baby
You're the one that Im thinking of
But your heart is still with her
And I think she's the one that you love
I only want you happy
Even if it's not with me
Maybe one day
You'll open up your eyes and you'll see

[Chorus]
That I think Im falling
Maybe I'm falling for you
Yeah I think Im falling
Baby Im falling for you

[Verse 2]
From the first time
You laid your lips on mine
It feels like the smile on my face
Will last till the end of time
But Im not so sure
That you're the one that I should pursue
My mind tells me no
But my heart only says that it's you

[Chorus]

Bridge:
Only time will tell
The mystery has yet to unfold
Who's gonna feel love's warmth
And the other left in the cold

[Chorus]
Yet still I'm falling
Maybe im falling for you
yeah I think Im falling
Baby I'm falling for you
That I think Im falling
Maybe I'm falling for you
yeah I think Im falling
Baby Im falling for you



Maybe
(Geneva Cruz)

There I was waiting for a chance
Hoping that you'll understand
The things I wanna say

As my love went stronger than before
I wanna see you more and more
But you closed your door
Why don't you try to open up your heart
I won't take so much of your time

Chorus 1:
Maybe, it's wrong to say please love me too
'Coz I know you'll never do
Somebody else is waiting there inside for you
Maybe it's wrong to love you more each day
'Coz I know she's here to stay
But I know to whom you should belong

I believed what you said to me
We should set each other free
That's how you want it to be

But my love went stronger than before
I wanna see you more and more
But you closed your door
Why don't you try to open up your heart
I won't take so much of your time

Chorus 2:
Maybe, it's wrong to say please love me too
'Coz I know you'll never do
Somebody else is waiting there inside for you
Maybe it's wrong to love you more each day
'Coz I know she's here to stay
But my love is strong
I don't know if this is wrong
But I know to whom you should belong


WHY CAN'T IT BE
Rannie Raymundo

You came along, unexpectedly
I was doing fine in my little world
Oh baby please don't get me wrong
'Cause I'm not complaining
But you see, you got my mind spinning

REFRAIN:
Why can't it be
Why can't it be the two of us
Why can't we be lovers
Only friends
You came along
At a wrong place, at a wrong time
Or was it me

Baby I dream of you every minute
You're in my dreams
You're always in it
That's the only place I know
Where you could be mine
And I'm yours but only
Till I wake up

REFRAIN:
Why can't it be
Why can't it be the two of us
Why can't we be lovers
Only friends
You came along
At a wrong place, at a wrong time
You came along
At a wrong place, at a wrong time
Or was it me

Spark Plug

Spark - \Spark\, v. i. -

- A small particle of fire or ignited substance which is emitted by a body in combustion.

- That which, like a spark, may be kindled into a flame, or into action; a feeble germ; an elementary principle.

- small but noticeable trace of some quality that might become stronger; "a spark of interest"; "a spark of decency"

Ano nga ba ang titatawag na spark? Spark sa electrical wiring, Spark sa lusis, Spark Plug ng sasakyan? Mas gusto ko ang definition na may "small but noticeable trace of some quality that might become stronger". Marahil ay maihahalintulad ko ito sa naramdaman ni Claudine nung sininok sya sa Got To Believe o kaya naman yun naramdaman nina Romeo and Juliet nung magkita sila sa party. Para akin, nagkakaroon ng spark kapag may isang moment na nagpahinto ng mundo mo at pagkatapos noon, malalaman mo na lang na ang taong yon ang gusto mong makasama habang buhay. Magigising ka na lang na sa kanya na pala umiikot ang mundo mo, wala ka ng ibang bukambibig kundi sya at ginagawa mo na ang lahat ng anumang bagay na makakatulong at makakapagpasaya sa kanya. Kulang na lang ay isigaw mo sa buong mundo kung gaano sya kaspecial sa iyo. Nakakatawa hindi ba, pero yun ang totoo. Ang spark na binabanggit ko ay di mo mararanasan sa lahat ng tao. Dumarating din ito ng di mo inaasahan. Dumadating sa di inaasahang lugar, panahon o minsan tao.

Subalit, palagi bang tama ang Spark? Yan ang palagi kong tinatanong sa sarili ko. Kung talagang yun ang magsasabing ang taong yon ang makakasama mo habang buhay bakit minsan hindi naman pwede? Dahil ba hindi pa ngayon ang tamang panahon o lugar? Paano kung hindi pala sya ang tamang tao? Maaari bang mangyari yon?

Marahil nga, pero syempre wala pa ako sa lugar para magpatunay non. Basta ang importante, nakita ko na ang spark buhay ko. Marahil hindi pa nga ito ang tamang panahon, pero who knows... Basta maghihintay pa rin ako.

Tula Mula sa Sumisintang Makata

Hindi ko akalaing dito patutungo,
Lihim na pagtinging itinatago ng puso ko,
Laking tuwa ko ng aking mapagtanto,
Na ikaw, katulad ko'y may pag-ibig ding itinatago.

Pangako ko sa iyo aking minamahal,
Pag-ibig ko'y di magmamaliw, mundo man ay magunaw,
Lagi kang gagabayan sa hirap ng buhay,
Kailama'y di maghahanap ng anumang kabayaran.

Sapagkat ang pag-ibig na sa iyo'y inaalay,
Sadyang wagas at busilak, dalisay magpakailan pa man,
Nakahandang magpasakit, magsakripisyo at masaktan,
Kung ang kapalit noo'y kaligayahan mo aking mahal.

The Real Shane's World - I should have known...

Medyo wala akong load ngayon sa office so I decided to browse the net. Nagtry ako kung lalabas sa search engine hetong blog ko. To my dismay, i found out na shane's world is a sex movie title... Naloka ang lola mo... so continue ako sa pagresearch...This movie pala was created by Shane (I dont know her surname, nirestrict kasi ng systems dito yun site), she's also the producer, director and the leading actress in the movie. Madami din sequels ang Shane's World, I think hanggang World 12. Naloka talaga ako... so medyo magpapalit muna ako ng Blog Title.. Sayonara!